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This wiki has been made to celebrate the life of an amazing individual. This is for you Will... R.I.P

This is for you, Will... we will all miss you. You will forever be remembered and loved beyond belief. Wherever you are now, we all pray you are happy. As you should have been from the start. As you deserved from the start.

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Forever Young
by Renee 'nay' Kristen Kristen

Trapped in the glorious years
within the memory of belief, lost of all grief.
Take the reasons,
which once seemed so clear,
but never mind, you have nothing to fear.
For you my friend will be, forever young,
Forever in the heart of memories.

Lost in the glory of all time,
the wisdom was there within that smile,
You see you could have told us,
there within lies the mystery.

So shed a smile, and grin a tear,
For you my friend, will be,
Forever young, Forever young.
Forever in the heart of memory,
We see not through our misery.
Forever young, forever young.
There's a new angel tonight.

This is something Will wrote before he died, for all the people he left behind. I suggest you listen to him.

"Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die."

[Will Newman]

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^{Will sitting on the table at school before we left}

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^{This is what Will called his 'retard smile'. It always made us laugh}

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^{Will Newman, or Angel}

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^{Will eating his cereal at the festival we went to. We snapped the shot before he could protest. He hated his hair up and only ever did it up when he was working or feeling lazy}

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^{Will when he was around 15, nearly 16}

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^{A picture Jimmy took of Will at his house when he was around 16}

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^{Something from [It was just my imagination.] to Will}

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A collage for Will

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=98weSAB9x5c
This is a tribute video made by [Vaughne] for Will.

The friends of Will... our parting messages for you.

[The Hidden Flame] Will. You were without a doubt, the strongest, most caring, most amazing person I have ever met. You were my best friend, and without a shadow of a doubt the best one I will ever have. Ever.
I miss you so much... and I dont care what happens to me... Im gonna sort Kevin out once and for all now... he cant take anything else from me...
You were the most amazing, strong, amusing and loyal friend I could ever wish for... and I miss you every day you are no longer here.
I love you man, now and forever. RIP at last. <3

[Vaughne] You had the heart on an angel, the mind and soul of a man, the knowledge of one much higher than your years, and the bravery of a warrior. You saw and experienced more in your years than most would have to in a lifetime, and you remained strong throughout it all. You will be sorely missed, bu forever remembered and loved by all who knew you. RIP Angel, I'll love you always.

[kyraawr] angel was my bestfriend, my first love. i can't believe he's gone. i loved him so much, he was always there for me, and everyone else. our lives related in many ways. and babe, i will always always always love you and our peices may not fit anymore, but i'm keeping them forever. angel helped me believe in love, and he is the most amazing person in this entire world, despite what anyone may think or say. but i'm sure many of you agree entirely. i will miss you angel and i know i promised i wouldn't cry for you, but i have to cry, i just love you so much. so i guess, we'll always have our wiki that i'm pretty sure only we knew about. i just wish i would have met you, just once. talked to you in person, heard your voice. i wish i could just meet you even if only for a minute, a second even. i love you so much. [wow angel, it seems like it's been forever since i've talked to you but it's been a horrible 5 months without you :/. you know i talk to my friends here about you? even my boyfriend. i just miss you so much. i try not to cry. i know you don't want me to be sad. i try but it hurts. i love you angel.] hey angel, my life is turning around again! i can finally say i'm happy again. but i do miss you. very very very much. you told me to always keep my head up. i thank you angel because if it wasn't for you, i wouldn't be here right now. you saved me. whenever i'm sad i just think of your beautiful smile looking down on me, telling me to keep my chin up. you're a saint, and i love you. <3kyra

[Lonely Shadow]

I DO!!!!!

[cooter davenport.] hay will you were so great to me you neverupset me and never fliped you showed me that there are still good friendships out there and as i morn you on this day i wont forget about your sweetness and your pure heart tho you are gone to a better place we will never forget or rget your loss

[Demon in my View]
My father, my friend... Trust me. You are one person I will remember. You lived through everything and now you're finally at peace. I'll stay strong for you as you have for us. No more tears only happy that you aren't suffering anymore, and for that I'm glad; I know you can finally be at peace. Thank you for everything. Now I'll do the same for you. I'll love you forever daddy.

[Lex] Im sorry angel i dont have the ability to say anything yet. all i can say is i love you. and im still here waiting. you were the bestfriend i could ask for. you were there for me when i needed you... and i cant do this yet...Ok its been 24 hours since i found out.... and i think i have the courage to do this so here goes... I love you angel... like no other... you were always there to brighten my day... i remeber when we first met here and we hit it off so great. You always put a smile on my face no matter how i was feeling. You gave me a better perspective on everything... you made life seem so much better. You said before you left taht you werent scared... Whatever happens is what was destined for you.... I still feel as tho youre going to come back and be here again. that we will have conveersations for hours about stupid and meaningful things. My love... im sorry for the way i acted. i wasnt ready to let go. please forgive me. i know you didnt want me to be upset but my friend my love has left and its hard for me to understand that youre not coming back. One thing i know is You are always with me. In my heart and in my mind. We will see eachother again soon love. Let peace be with you. I love you so much and im glad i got to say it to you before you left this earth... Youre my hubby for life... haha... im not a "widow" we're still "married"...lol... god i miss you... You are definately an Angel...i feel like im talking to you directly i think i should stop now....=(...
These are lyrics to a song by Josh Groban called Smile... and he's right... Smile... =]
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
When there are clouds in the sky you'll get by
If you smile
And maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

[Lithium.] Angel I will miss you like crazy...you were the greatest friend a person could ever have in life and I was privleged to know you...I know you will be watching over all of us...i love you be in peace my friend <3333

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[Lonely Shadow] -licks the sky and cries- I'll miss my licking station and my angel... uoy evol I

[Lyon Armonial the healer] angel was right, do not weep at his grave, because he will be with each and every one of us...even if we may not see him. do not mourn his passing, but celebrate knowing him, knowing how kind he was...*laughs* how much of a goofball he was. he was a great guy, and though we are going to miss him, remember him, we must cherish the time we had with him, or else that time becomes pointless. So, this is not in mourning of will's passage, but i say to the celebration of a great guy. may he be at peace, for he is loved.

[Asator Stormbringer]
From the day I met you we were great friends.., starting with "great music mate".., since than I couldn't think of life without you, and I can only hope that you thought the same about me.., but than I heard it..., through an accident I've heard what that person did to you..., damn my world was about to collapse.., and than there was that sunday morning..., oh men that morning was as if I had to spend the rest of my life in hell..., and I still sortof live there.., and I'd die just to get you back, you're the best guy in the world, no one's better than you are, and if you could only see what people write about you here..
Will..., you will be my example for the rest of my life.., and I still feel guilty... very guilty, I've waited for to long, I should've get on that bloody plane and visit you right away... but I wanted to wait till june..., and now that that month is getting near, it feels more painful than ever, and only the thought of you can make me forget that pain.
I love you bro...
And in valhalla we'll meet.

[Miss.PYRO™] Some people would think it strange to feel close to a person they only knew via the internet. But internet friend or not, we are all going to miss him. Call me crazy. But Ill miss the conversations we had, even if they were sometimes few and far between. Goodbye Angel. we'll never forget you.

[Sophia] I barely knew you, yet you're already in my heart. I wish there'd been more time to get to know you... but I guess that wasn't meant to be. May you live on in our hearts and memories for ever, sweet angel...

[The Incredible Bulk]You were my brother. At times your brought me back to life. You made me face what i had to, you stopped me hiding. Thankyou Will. For ever an Angel.NeverGonnaForgetYou.

[I be THE MAT!] Goddammit man, why did you have to go? you were ike the best person i ever met! you always cared for me, whenever i felt bad you were there to take the sorrows away. I will never forget you angel, and you will forever even in death remian alive.....in my heart.

[shinobi14] I thought that I could be strong for the both of us, you know? That if i hoped and hoped that you would get better after all the terrible stuff that's happened to you, it would come true. You were amazing. I can't even remember when we met, but it must have been quite a day. ~ We were supposed to meet, man. I was coming to see you in about two years, and I wanted you to be well. I guess we can't have everything we want. At least I had chance to get to know you well on here. =] You were there for me, I was there for you. That's how it worked. ~ I know i'll see you again, Will. And i'll still stay strong... for both of us. Rest in peace, dear friend. I'll miss you...

[Twisted Purgatory] I have to say... when you were pronounced dead, I felt like laughing. I was about to laugh in the doctor's face; "Yeah okay mate, pull the other one... it's got bells on!" I mean- you're Will! Living through impossible things is like your thing! You don't die, you always come back again. You don't go anywhere, you stay with us through the fatal things that enevitably target you.
But after a while, what the doctor was saying truely sank in. You were gone... and you weren't coming back; not this time.
When I finally heard what it was the doctor was saying to us, I became unaware of anything... it's like my eyes just went black, I felt dizzy and disorientated, I felt like I was gonna puke, yet I felt empty and emotionless all at the same time. Then, reality hit me square in the face... I became aware of everyone around me either crying or silent, as I was. I became aware that I was shaking more than I had ever shaken before. I was freezing cold, yet boiling hot with anger; why were you taken from us? Why?
Well 'why' is not a question that can be answered... but who took you was one I could answer.
So I will make it my mission in life to avenge you. To bring you justice. To make him live the pain of every second that he has brought upon all who knew you, and I will ensure that he is not forgiven.
R.I.P Will. I miss you. I love you.

[Cloud Natiion] Will...Angel...whatever you may call him, was one of the most charming, loveliest, funniest, livliest people you could ever know or meet. He had so much to live for, yet he couldnt because of some jackass. And because of that, we are all now cursed with having to live without him around. Will, my good friend, you will be dearly missed by everyone whose life you touched. I hope you're happy. I love you.

[Luna Armonial] A great friend yet a wise man, Will may no longer be here but I will carry on & live with what memories i have left in my heart..." Near or far no matter where you are your here to stay forever in the memories that made me smile " May you finally rest in peace.

[Stupid Angel] you're so wonderful and have always been there for me. so over protective and caring. when you told me this would happen i didn't want to believe you because all i wanted was for you to feel better and still be here for me. now i know that you are still here watching over me and all the rest of us and i know that you always will be. will i love you have since the day i started talking to you. the very truth would be you were my first love and i will never forget you. oh and to the message you sent to me....you didn't break my heart or cause me any pain all you ever did was help me be a better person and taught me things i know nobody else could because you felt the same way.

[gypsy_soul] i never did get to kick your ass and i never did want too... i never talked to you after that night and damn i sure wish i had... i never got the chance to know you but evertime i heard about something going on in your life i cried...i cried hard and i prayed for you...will i miss you and i didnt even know you... when i saw that you had died i cried so hard that my body started to violently shake and then i read your poem... i believe that you are watching each and every one of us and you are somewhere where you can be happy and finally pain free.. i love you and you dont even know it....
[Hold me under!] Will, I love you, you've always been here for me and you're one of the best things that has ever happend to me. Thank you so much for the last few years of our friendship and I now part elfpack && elftown, with the reassurance that you've gone. I will always love you and no one can take that away from me. --Amanda

[Smile Addiction] Will...my Angel...I don't know what to say...I love you...I remember how hard I cried when you sent me that message earlier this week...I couldn't believe it...You were right Will...you did always have that special way of knowing...I just hoped with every ounce of my being that you could be wrong...just this once...but it's okay...i reread all those oober deep conversations we used to have about our lives...now no one will ever be able to hurt you again...you're better off where ever you are now...and i know you're with me...i can feel it...i felt it when i whispered your name and cried after reading what Chris had written...and damnit Will...I was not too good for you. lol *giggles* I'm NOT too good for you...Never will be...*holds your hand, outstretching our arms and runs around in circles making airplane noises with you like we used to* Remember me Will...For I will always remember you...Your greatness has embedded itself upon my heart. With all my love....-Rachel <3

[Beetle Geuse]....ill miss ya spliff you were the coolest dude in elf pack and you were an awsome friend lol and im still here for ya dude just come haunt my house ill always have your back <3

[Supernova.] I'll miss you hardcore Will, Angel. Pssh, you'll prolly have fun haunting people while we're all stuck in life. As I told you the day you told me about your surgery, I remember the first time I spoke to you on bored, it was actually my first time on that infamous wiki. They pushed you down and ruined your leather jacket. It was that day you stuck some posters and a toothbrush in a little part of my heart, and forever you will stay there. Ironically, it was the bastards that took you from this crap we call a world that brought us together, and for that and only that, I must thank the low-life sons of bitches. Love you Angel ^_^

[Pinup_Princess] i know i did'nt know you very well but we had some good chats and some funny moments when i found out you were gone i did'nt know what to do it seemed that one day i was talking to you and the next you had gone. i hope you have found piece and i know you are watching over all of your friend's and family. Thank you for becomeing my friend and i'm glad we ever met rest in peace and you will always be in our hearts <3

[Necavi] Hmm. He died on the day of my birth. Does that make me selfish? Celebrating life while another meets death? I'm sorry, Angel. I never knew you, but I feel a kinship with you... As I am from Ireland, our clan is taught not to mourn the dead, but rather celebrate their new life within the arms of the Lord, one of eternal happiness. It is an embarrassment to the dead and a disgrace to the living to cry. So Angel, Will, whatever you may call yourself, enjoy your rebirth, however much it may hurt those who love you.

[Sir Riddle] I didn't know him personally, but his life touched that of a close friend. Hail the dead.

[tomorrow's tragedy] Angel, you were on of the best friends anyone could ever ask for, even though we never met in person, you were always able to help me feel better about my life even when i thought there was nothing good left. YOu will be missed, and you will always be in my heart....Rest in Peace

[~forgotten~]
Well, I know I never met you, but from what your friends say you seemed like you were a wonderful person, and you are dearly missed, May you rest in piece in the hands of the lord. God bless.

[Aʟɪsᴛᴇʀ]
A friend of [I be THE MAT!] is a friend of mine. I heard you were just an amazing and beautiful person to meet and wished I could have known you better as a friend. I hope someone up there takes good care of you, because you deserve it. Rest in peace Angel. <3

[{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]
I know im a little, well alot late at putting this up, but im not to great at doing things like this. Angel you were a great friend in the short time i knew you, and when you said something you always meant it and that meant a lot to me. Its very rare that you meet someone who's willing to open up to you amd listen to what you have to say... But you did and you helped me thru a very hard time in my life and i will always be grateful to you for that. I know things in life are not always easy, but you stuck in there and even tried to help others, you succeded for if u didnt help anyone else (altho i know you did) you helped me... People may say that its been long enough and that it shouldnt be so hard anymore, but thats just not the case for me, its still hard and no matter how hard i try not to tear up i cant stop it... going thru and reading again, what everybody wrote has yet again brought tears to my eyes... seeing how many people you've touched in your lifetime... having a friend like you is life changing... you've mad e a major indent in my life and that indent will always be there... Everybody's always told me that there's no way you can feel close to someone you've met on the computer, there's no way you can feel love for them when your not with them... id have to say they just havnt met the right person... angel they havnt met you... if they'd have met you they'd no longer say that... they would know the feeling... I miss and will continue to miss you Angel... all the chats we had... some funny and some serious... no matter what i will always love you and i will always miss you... You were very loved, and you always will be... It may have taken me a while to do this but i know that you understand why... you've still been here with me this whole time helping me get thru my life, the good parts and the bad... I'll never forget you Will... never... <3<3<3<3 Much love...

2007-10-10 [Lex]: ello! *cocks head to the side in confusion* wait wats your name... and do you just prefer to be called luna...? lol

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: *looks up* Only Will, Lyon ever knew my real name...But if you really want to know ask Lyon sometime, he'll tell ya...

2007-10-10 [Lex]: *smiles* mmmm.... nah its ok... lunas coool lol... i dont wanna break the secret lol...

*squeals* my puppy is tryin to eat ma cookie! *falls out off of bed*

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: *smiles, shakes my head then holds out my hand to help you up* You ok there ?

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: I was Will's wife too but he never liked me (:

2007-10-10 [Lex]: *smirks* yeah psh... dumb dog *grabs hand and stands up* ow that one hurt.... so much for saving the cookie... *dog chews it up with peices falling out of her mouth* eeeehhhhhhwwww *looks at it in discust*

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: *shakes head, stops smiling* Yeah probably is pretty gross...

2007-10-10 [Lex]: *sits down laughing* your reaction is priceless! *cont laughing*

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: *shrugs, sits down* It happens...

2007-10-10 [Lex]: *looks confused* you dont look to good...

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: Just feeling sick right now...*smiles slightly*

2007-10-10 [Lex]: *shakes head* nooo uh... its about... perdy dood huh!? lol... that be will...

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: No, i know he's at peace where he is now & he's never gone unless i forget...*smiles* Well i've got to go for now, have a great day though...Bye Alex

2007-10-10 [Lex]: buh bye hun... *smiles*

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah I'm going to kill this computer

2007-10-10 [Demon in my View]: so short circut it

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: <img:http://a52.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/126/l_e278cc2a4df3b3783000381cb65677c3.jpg> I think I now realise the reason my girlfriend left me =D

2007-10-10 [Demon in my View]: naww you look TOTALLY cute in that outfit! ^^ and the chain and the ducky just kinda top it off ^^ very very very cute *nods*

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: This is what happens at birthdays where I come from (:

2007-10-10 [Demon in my View]: why's that? ooo!!! if someone every dressed me up on my birthday i would scream >.>

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: We're ll just jokers, we dress ourselves or each other up as worse we can then go out... that was my 17th costume

2007-10-10 [Demon in my View]: awww well it's cute.. ^^ i take it you buy eachother dinner as well then? go eat somewhere fancy?

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: Nah go out boozing (:

2007-10-10 [Demon in my View]: or that >.> that must be fun?

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: Very much so... this is us being boozers <img:http://a138.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/119/l_49a652595c0882f12bfed8c583797b91.jpg> That was Michael's birthday booze thing...

2007-10-10 [Demon in my View]: well at least you know he got his share of booze >.> and what'd you do to him? keep his hair pointy?

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: Well he woke tied to a lampost... (: But I was licked >.> Damn it I hate that

2007-10-10 [Stupid Angel]: i'm confused lol okay then i won't talk

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: I hate this guy... he licked me >.> I hate him for that <img:http://a645.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/76/l_e7760d767ad101e4e4f6428dfc741ec4.jpg>

2007-10-10 [Demon in my View]: ewwww why'd he lick you? too much booze?

2007-10-10 [Stupid Angel]: uh oh....i hate being lick too

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: Yeah he was pissed.... I now hate him

2007-10-10 [Stupid Angel]: well iw ould too

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: Yeah... little bitch >.> I hit him hard for that (:

2007-10-10 [Stupid Angel]: lol wow...fuckin a justin licked my arm the other day

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: Bastard... kick him....

2007-10-10 [Stupid Angel]: i did but i can't be too mean he was joking around and i'm dating him

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: Screw that! I would break up with someone who licked me >.> I'm very touchy about it... only one person I allowed to nearly lick me and that was for the benefit of a picture for a bet...

2007-10-10 [Stupid Angel]: i did but i can't be too mean he was joking around and i'm dating him

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: You already mentioned this

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: *yawns, walks in* Ok so sleep is now offically a terrible idea >.<

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: Really? How come?

2007-10-10 [The Incredible Bulk]: *wals in and sits down*..hello

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: I... want... to ... feed.... >.> Hey apple person who's name I forgot

2007-10-10 [Sophia]: *yawns and sighs* you ok alice?

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: *eye twitches and sits in a tree away from others*

2007-10-10 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..*hits you on the head*..it's alice,*rolls my eyes adn turns to sohpia*..hey,i'm doing fairly okay..feling faint though..meh and yourself?

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: I knew that >.>

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: *taps Dave's shoulder* Hiding or just hungry & don't want to bite anyone ? Sleep is a terrible idea because hmm...Can i kill all alarm clocks or maybe just a person it might make me feel slightly better...*extends wings, sits down in mid air*

2007-10-10 [The Incredible Bulk]: sure you did..pfft

2007-10-10 [Sophia]: I'm fine... why the feeling of faintness?

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: I don't like biting even when I feed... I just let them make a cut...

2007-10-10 [The Incredible Bulk]: anemacy acting up..again,and i hate taking pills for it..

2007-10-10 [Sophia]: hmm, that sucks alice...

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: Ahh i see...Understandable really...

2007-10-10 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..your like micheal..thoguh he gets turned on by blood..

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: I'm not turned on by it, I feed off it.

2007-10-10 [The Incredible Bulk]: i LOVE the taste of blod..my bloods quite nice ^_^

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: *flinches* Please don't talk about it

2007-10-10 [The Incredible Bulk]: sorry..*Luaghs lgihlty*

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: *shakes head, hands Dave a bottle* That'll help just don't let anyone get ahold of it...

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: *takes it* Thanks....

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: If you ask where i got it from your not getting an answer...

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: *smiles* I won't ask then

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: *shrugs, laughs* All i can say is if you like it let me know, it's easy to get a stock of it...

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: *nods* Will do

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: *smiles, stares at the sky*

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: *coughs*

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: *looks up* You alright ?

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: *coughs again* Fine...

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: *stands up & sits next to you then hands you a cough drop* Don't sound to fine...

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: *shrugs* What you get when you smoked dope for years... *coughs again*

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: Ahh i see, also known as smokers cough...*thinks for a moment then grabs a rolling paper, smirks* I probably shouldn't do that a few people would want to tie me up to a tree & leave me there if i do...*thinks for a moment* What the hell you only live once...

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: Yeah... smokers cough sucks... I never smoked fags though that's the annoying thing

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: I'm sorry...*hugs*

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: *hugs back* Oh well...

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: It'll get better...

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: Hope so

2007-10-10 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *walks in and looks at luna holding papers*

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: *rubs eyes and falls over coughing*

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: *looks up at Lyon, tilts my head in confusion*

2007-10-10 [Sophia]: *catches Dave* steady on

2007-10-10 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *sits down and meditates*

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: *coughs and then lays motionless*

2007-10-10 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..*loos over*..hmm..

2007-10-10 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *grumbles then gets up and makes a fire, setting some of my tea on it*

2007-10-10 [Sophia]: *checks Daves temperature* poor thing...

2007-10-10 [The Incredible Bulk]: *smiles lightily then lies bac coversy my face with hair adn turns over*..BALH

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: *coughs again and crawls somewhere quieter coughing*

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: *sits at the edge of a cliff, lets my eyes turn jet black*

2007-10-10 [The Incredible Bulk]: sorry again..im for a bit *waves*

2007-10-10 [Twisted Purgatory]: I'm off too....... be back... erm.... sometime... bye

2007-10-10 [Sophia]: seeya later - feel better

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: *waves, stares off once again*

2007-10-10 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *walks over and sits by luna while the tea warms* you ok?

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: *looks up at you & smiles* I'm fine just think, the last thing Bryony remembers is Will getting upset over a fight between [Beetle Geuse] & I...I should of done better to make his last days worth living...*bites my tongue, goes back to staring off with rage*

2007-10-10 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *wraps my arms around you* you cant beat yourself up over these things love, you know that...he understands.

2007-10-10 [Luna Armonial]: *glares at you for a moment* Still don't make me feel any better if anything i feel like a total jackass for that day... >.<

2007-10-10 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *taps your nose and walks back to my little fire*

2007-10-10 [Lonely Shadow]: -leans down in front of luna and touches her cheek- you have no reason to beat up on yourself, Will saw what was going on and knew what was up so please for his and my sakes sis stop beating yourself up

2007-10-11 [cooter davenport.]: ya its not worth beating your self up over ok

2007-10-11 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *pours some tea and drinks it slowly*

2007-10-11 [Lex]: *smiles* hows yall today!?

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: Luna's beating herself up about silly things is all I know

2007-10-11 [Lex]: *looks for luna*

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: She's not here right now

2007-10-11 [Lex]: aw dang! *sits on ground and picks grass*

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: But I am.... not that it's any consolation (:

2007-10-11 [Lex]: *jumps up and hugs you* haha... i know!

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: *hugs back* And you are here too, so there's still hope for the fall of mankind...

2007-10-11 [Lex]: *giggles* wow... lol... i feel lucky!

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: Well I have an army of cockroaches and rabid goats on my side...

2007-10-11 [Lex]: lmao! *looks around* well i have... uhh... a toy poodle and... me... haha

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: That should suffice.

2007-10-11 [Lex]: rawr! heck yes! *holds up all mighty poodle* shes very visious...

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: She had to be to be able to fight

2007-10-11 [Lex]: *giggles* mmm.... maybe? lol... we'll see... *sets her in a ring with rabid bunnies*

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: *holds back the rabid goats*

2007-10-11 [Lex]: *giggles*

*looks at puppy as she chases them around the ring*

haha yeaaaah i think she;ll be fine... lmao

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: *lets go of the goats and they charge at her*

2007-10-11 [Lex]: *she yelps and runs away*

Aww my baby!!!

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: I don't think she's cut out for it.

2007-10-11 [Lex]: *glares at you and runs after her*

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: What? They broke free... not my fault >.>

2007-10-11 [Lex]: *catches her and comes back* youre mean! hahah

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: What? It states in my description that I kill puppies >.> Not my fault

2007-10-11 [Lex]: *falls over laughing*

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: It's true... it's a condition... I have no soul

2007-10-11 [Lex]: *continues laughing* haha i love you! lmao

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: You love a souless bastard? Wow...

2007-10-11 [Lex]: *nods vigorously and smiles* indeed! lol...

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: You're a strange lady (:

2007-10-11 [Lex]: *shrugs* i try! lol...

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: *smiles* And succeed... (: Anyway... I'm going back to bed and hide under my duvet for another few hours... bye

2007-10-11 [Lex]: *smiles* yay! ...

hmm otay you leave me! sadness! .... nighty night

2007-10-11 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..heya,howa re you?

2007-10-11 [Lex]: hey! yay! *pounces on apple* i am gooood! yourself?

2007-10-11 [The Incredible Bulk]: not to good..anemcay and..womenly pains..>_<

2007-10-11 [Lex]: oh! yeah i am just now getting over that time of month haha

2007-10-11 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..its unfair..it hurts like hell..and makes my anemacy a lot worse

2007-10-11 [Lex]: yeah i know! =[ *hugs you*

2007-10-11 [The Incredible Bulk]: wish men could feel the pain

2007-10-11 [Lex]: *laughs* im right there with you! haha.. wait till childbirth.. ahahhaha

2007-10-11 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..i'm gonna adopt..he pain would..serously HURT!!

2007-10-11 [Lex]: lmao... yup!
i wish for 10 secs they could feel it just 10... and thats bein nice! lol id have to deal with it for like 1 day or more haha

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: I'm glad men don't feel the pain...

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: oh men feel pain.. just not as much as women do...

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: I don't like the idea of shoving a baby out my ass...

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: hahaha no kidding.. which is why (i know this had nothing to do with this convo) women shouldn't be descriminated against to be president because we have too many "emotions" -_-

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: They are? I wouldn't know... there isn't anything like that over here, well not emotional discrimination anyway. But there's still only like 7 female MPs.

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: No I mean guys think we shouldn't be president becaus we have too many emotions, which I'd like to beg to differ.. i have least amount of emotions as possible lol I applaud those 7 females

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: To be honest, alot of the girls I know are very good at hiding whatever emotions they have.

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: See.. That's what I was saying. It's just like trying to find the right guy to be president. They have to meet qualificationis and be accepted. Not because of gender

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: No offence if you support him but anyone is better than George Bush

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: I don't support him :P I believe in something/someone that WORKS -_- He made stupid decisions... who's to say a woman wouldn't be better than him? (except hilary clinton)

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: I've always been curious about this... but what was the massive deal over Kennedy?

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: You mean like JFK? lol man he was huge because he helped america during the great depression (i don't think i'm getting this worng lol) he was assasinated too so... i mean come on when a president helps during a country's depression, pff if i was alive i'd love him too! i would perfer not to be on the streets starving

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: True... but I mean there was such a massive deal about him over all the others who were assasinated... I think Nixon was too? I'm shaky on my facts

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: I believe Nixon was assasinated too.. but ya like i said... it was a big deal when kennedy died because he had helped america through the great depression.. and it's like saying you can have food only once a month, but only maybe a slice of bread... i mean wouldn't you be greatful to someone who was able to supply you with food everyday?

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: Yeah... oh well I'm not up to scratch on my American history, let alone my English so I'm just out of date altogether... It was simpilar to learn about really really old history... then all you had to remember was CaveMan#1 hit CaveMan#2 over the head with a rock and CaveMan#3 died of shock. The end.

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: hm.. *nods* yupyup... i just hate learning names.. i think they should all be call number 1 and number 2 in the order they com in history like CaveMan here

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: I agree. It would be easier... though the thing I hate most is dates... I mean... I don't especially care but no it HAS to be learned >.> So glad I don't go to school anymore...

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: ya dates too.. i mean i can handle nummbers in math.. but history isn't math >.> it's the stupidity of human nature..

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: I failed Maths miserably, me and Will made each other fail (: we were in the same lesson and sat next to each othe- bad conbonation... we just distracted everyone the whole lesson and threw stuff at the teacher... *smiles* Good times...

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: *laughs* sounds like it ^^.. and it sounds like the teacher went through hell too.. shame on yall! i guess i'm just a natural nerd and pay attention.. sometimes >.> y'all didn't.. play tricks on the teacher too did you?

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: Of course we hated the bitch... and she hated us it was a great relationship.

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: *nods* i agree! sounds like it. but that's cause yall picked on her :P

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: No, seriously we were good kids she started picking on us. So we got disruptive.

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: uh huh sure.. why do you think she picked on you?

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: Because we were different from everyone else in our class.

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: ya well that's a good thing. if i was there then she'd pick on me too :P

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: Probably. She favoured all the chavs. We were the two goths. The different ones. Which is annoying because we were only told we were goths at face value. Nothing else.

2007-10-11 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *laughs* nixon resigned due to the wategate scandle (tapping people's phonelines WITHOUT GOV CLEARANCE)hmm...sounds like someone else we know...BUSH!

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: That's the one... I knew it was water something in his time.

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: hn.. ya.. ok there was no water mentioned by the way.. and ya i'm asked "what are you?" everyday so... at least you knew what you were. even i don't know what i am

2007-10-11 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: they all just thought i was the crazy kid, so they stayed away from me....didnt really help any that i would scale walls during lunchtime i suppose....

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: I just tell them I'm a sea-turtle and be done with it.

2007-10-11 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: they'd think your crazy like me...

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: They already know. But they don't pick fights with me as they've seen what I do to people who try to start with me. Plus I'm a complete asshole and they don't bother trying to insult me.

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: i'm too shy... but if i expressed myself everyone would run and scream and assume i'm possesed by satan -_-

2007-10-11 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *shrugs* as they put it they didnt want to start a fight with me, because they have no idesa what i would do...heh...beware of SATAN!!! RUN, MORTALS!!

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: Most people I know already think that, and that's just my friends....

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: ya well most people think that about me too.. until i say "oh ya i'm christan" then they're like O.o but sure lets go with satan anyway! the bastard owes me a drink anyway

2007-10-11 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: awww...i dont think that dave! you should hear what people at luna's school think of her! the teacher gave a guy a warning not to mess with her because she would seriously kick the crap out of him

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: ya well see people in my old school knew not to mess with me.. here they mock me because i'm so short...

2007-10-11 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: smack em

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: No one bothers messing with me I an psychotic when I'm angry... which is why I want to find Kevin cause I won't control myself when I do.

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: I wouldn't either... I wouldn't have a second thought of murdering someone if i did. I just kinda learned to control my anger (damn karate) but ya i'd smack them if they were worth it

2007-10-11 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *taps dave's nose* and have people come after you too...i think not

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: I am known to break people's legs at the same time when I lose it...

2007-10-11 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: going after kevin will only bring shit on you

2007-10-11 [Luna Armonial]: *walks in, looks around for a moment* I miss fighting...*sits down, remembers the fun of guys being mocked for getting their arses kicked by a girl*

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: ah but hey breaking legs is the easy part... it's breaking the neck or the heart that's usually hard.. i mean if the person wants to live of course

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: To be honest I don't care at the moment... I know I will when it does come around but I want to take that risk.

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: hm *nods* too bad i don't live there... i would love to see their faces when they find what pain really is...

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: Well my plan is to make them beg for death...

2007-10-11 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *shakes my head* what you do is your choice, but keep in mind that others have went down that path before...

2007-10-11 [Twisted Purgatory]: *nods* I know...

2007-10-11 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *looks in your eyes* and remember what the reprecussions were for that?

2007-10-11 [Demon in my View]: oh it's just him... i've been down that path and back... i don't think i'm too bad.. *looks at self* am i?