I find myself thinking about you more often..

This is gonna be the longest 6 months ever.. But Im a very patient person.. I would wait forever for you ..
<3 ..
Guess what I love you more than donnie darko <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMMY
I LOOOVEEE YEW <3

I wanna be called wifey
I want somebody to hold me close and never let me go
I want you to be that knight that saves me from the darkness
Could you ever be that person?
Would you be that person..


.< rawr Im soo obored at work..
it sucks..
SOMEBODY KIDNAPPP ME .... QUICK... PLEASE..
me and my office manger BUTT HEADS ALL THE TIME..
THIS IS NOT GOING GOOOD..

My neck is killing me
KILLLLLLING ME
No i mean it really hurts
My friend made me a wiki
I need to upload the pics somewhere so I can have her finish making it..
*Rawrs*
<3

Has there every been a time where you wanted to take a handfull of pills and never wake up?
That maybe you pain will be numb for a nother night..
That maybe just maybe You can sleep better
That maybe things will be better..
But I one time herd
It can't rain all the time..
But sometimes I wish it did..
So i can sit in the street and tear away the pain
Tear away the hate .. the greed.. the lust will be gone

I need to make a wiki
But i don't know how
I want to put all my pics up there
Maybe name it
Kitten's Stellar pics?
I don't know HElp me with ideas

Wow this music is really loud
I don't know how to turn it down
I think people will live..
welll i would live
*woot* to jimmy eat world..
Guess what.. i miss yo u
Did you know that?

Watching fat camp on mtv

well i guess i should be heading off toward work..
But its such a nice day outside..
Its nice and i don't wanna be here and I have to pee i want code red.. and.. and and... Somebody to snuggle with..
deadly combo eh?
That is what i thought
*GRILLZ YA *
Okay i have noticed when you blare your music everybody likes to sit and look at you *Looks around all confused* Okay so I have good music to play *shrugs* Its all good though
<3

I want somebody to call me wifey .. *laughs* Im gonna pout

Okay sports fans..
Im fucking cold and this seat is making my ass hurt lyke woah..
anyway .. im still cold.yes.. still cold.
i was walking back to my car yesterday and these people working on the school wHISTled at me
.<

Okay so I might go to class *thinks about it*
He is going to class so I guess I am too maybe possibly hmmmmm *scratches myhead* I don't tooo though..
No im not going .. Im such a bad person
.<

Guess what?
I <3 YOU ..
And senses fail rawks my socks hard...
Okay so they are awesome..
Yeah and my sense fail shirt beats yours..
BAM

You know what Elftown.. QUIT BEING A BITCH..
*STABS*

I would be out of line if i said.. I FUCKING MISSED YOU?

Why do I hurt so much...
Can you tell when the day I don't have to wake up again. or ever..

My mom gave me wrinkles in my forhead *Rubs it* She has the same ones.. *Pokes them a bit * Damn my mommy and her big forhead wrinkles..
<3

You make my heart skip a beat
when i See you sign on it beats faster..
You are my world, you are my everything
even though I have not known you for so it feels like I have known you forever..

I AM M E L T I N G in your eyes..
But on a serious note..

yOu do make me melt so badly.. You are soo adorable and just sooo mine *Clings* MINNNEEE

GUESS WHAT???

PEOPLE CALL ME F L A W L E S S

Don't worry
Nothing can hurt me now..
Just the pain is soo deep you can reach in and grab it any more..
But hey ! It's okay now..
The razor will never run aginst the wrist ..
My crimson will never spill for you..
My heart is in my chest.. Is that okay?
It inches it's way into my throat..
Maybe its better..
Words can't describe How I feel right now..
Half is just pure joy.. The other half.. I feel kinda empty like a part of you is gone?

But the one thing that I am sure about is tha I love you.. You are the one that has helped me through this..
You are the light at the end of my tunnel and all i can say is thank you..
I love you more then i love anybody or anything..
I adore you ..

ps.. My bf owns yours.. ! <3