~ well its officially sept 14 cause is 12:09am and today is my bitch b-day , i lov u evey , wow i cant believe she is 17 today, yey happy birthday too u , happy birthday to u , happy birthday dear evey happy birthday to u .~
i guess i had fun , i have a cut in my foot n it boders ,am tired a sleepy it's 11:44pm , i woke up a few minutes ago but have to go back to bed cause i have to wake up early forschool
umm its 12:38 am , i have to wake up at 7 or 8 am to get readu for school .i hate school just cause i have to wake up early .but am sure i will have fun at school today with my bitches . i cant wait to start being bad and mean
damm today is sept 11 i remmeber this day like it was yesterday , i was in the 8th grade it was a very sad day my thoughts goes to those who lost their families and friends , may god b with yah . this is a very sad day it really is , but in the other hand yey i got my hair done and its very pretty
BEHIND THESE HAZEL EYES
by Kelly Clarkson
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
Sewn together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
i really like this song cause it talk about how i feel and i just hope that some day my heart will be fixed
umm am going to my grandmad house i got a new friends and am happy cause i gave her advice [Lips Of Deceit]. am gonna wear my dont judje me based on ur ignorance tee yey
yey i didnt go to school today and i woke up at 3:30 pm damm and a sleepy head . junior i miss u alot , yo life is a bitch a big bitch ,
I WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY AND I GUESS IT WAS OK . AM SO BORED AND I HAVE A HEADCHE . AM NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TOM YEY
YEY I BOUGHT MY BLACK TIMS AND I RECEIVED MY TWO BIG ORDERS FROM WWW.HOTTOPIC.C
i got my chemical romance messanger bag and am so happy .yey am going back to school on thursday and am kinda happy cause am going back but at the same time am not . oh i bought my mickey mouse cellphone cover .am gonna go but my black tims tomorrow , i watched the real world (mtv) that show is hot
i had fun at my cuzz house last night we played alot of games and listen to music . i went to down town with my cuzz and i bought victoria secret (pink) perfume .
today is my brothers b-day , my cuzz got sick and i had to take her to the hospital . wat a fucking day . but i ended up having fun i sleeped at my cuzz house .
today is my uncles b-day and this shit is crazy and boring
well i was suppost to go school shopping but i ended up doing my hair and i didnt go to buy my school clothes . oh tomerrow is my uncles b-day . six more days for school to start .its 8:27 pm
I FEEL SO BAD AND LONELY I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF LIFE . AM GOING SCHOOL SHOPPING LATER WITH MY MOM . RIGHT NOW IS 1:55 AM . AM GONNA PLAY CHESS WITH MY BROTHER AND CUZZ TO SEE WHO WINS . * I LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE*. YAY AM GOING TO PLAYLAND ON SUNDAY CAUSE IS MY BROTHERS B-DAY ~HAPPY B-DAY RICHIE ~
I AM STILL WAITTING FOR MY (MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE) MESSANGER BAG TO GET HERE AND I GO BACK TO SCHOOL NEXT THURSDAY . *I LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE*
I 'VE MEET A VERY NICE BEUTIFULL GIRL
i am so bored and pissed the fuck off . i wish i will b with mark right now i never though i was going to say that
[Blood Angel] he got on my nerves , all i have to say it that i could name myself wat ever i want n it aint no bodies bussiness . so please [Blood Angel] chill out .
i am waitting the things that i order at hottopic.com can it get here already ? damm
i've heared alot of shit today. life is a bitch i dont know why i am here would some1 tell me why ? i wish that i could know. i've meet alot of people [Tehrror],[xxxcarlararlaxxx],[bastardbullet], n someone l i just dont remember who