Sitting on the cols bathroom floor tears rolling down my face, my eyes burning, my heart aching,
I held out my wrist ,clenching my hand SO tight, I put the end of the razer blade pushing the tip in and watching my blood ooze out and roll down my arm, i pulled the blade down to wards my elbow, the blood running Donw, the sting of the pain telling me I'm still alive.
My hands shaking I tried to open my bottle of Tylenol, finally popping open the top my blood running off and onto the floor slowly dripping my life away, I pored the bottle into my mouth swallowing over 30 pills, i took the blade in my other hand and i slid the blade down my arm.
I dropped the blade down beside me, sliding down to the floor laying my arms out watching the blood spill out,
"My once a upon a time" didn't end "happily ever after"
 

See these beautiful tears I cry?
just before i die?
My wings so tattered and torn
Wishing i was never born
I'm not OK , i know I'm not
I can feel my insides i know they rot
Look inside my broken heart
Watch, as it falls apart
The pain is now visible in my eyes
I cant hide beneath the disguise
Dig my grave-dig it deeper
As I sit here and pull the trigger

Remember how i would sit with you
and watch star trek
and now all you do is yell and
give me heck

Remember how i would stand on your feet and we would dance
now no words spoken just an
evil glance

Remember how you would laugh with me
I wish things could go back to the way they use to be
Remember daddy how i was your little won
your special one

Remember when i would lay on your tummy and fall asleep
You gave me so many memory's to keep

I want my daddy back
I want life to go on its old track
I want to go to my childhood again the way me and you were back then

I'm sorry daddy that i couldn't be more
I'm sorry i had to make a war
Daddy I want to be your little girl
a young Lady, a perfect pearl

I want to have a father daughter dance
Oh please daddy give me a chance
I know I'm not perfect but ill try
ill reach for hope up in the sky

Daddy do you think it would take to much just to say hi
or i love you even if its a lie

Daddy come back to me
Let things be the way
they use to be...

come home daddy, your little girl needs you

Tears are the diamonds of the eye
Why cant her diamonds be oh so rare
a broken heart that the world forgot
when shes gone will no one care??
leaving loved ones in despair
because her heart was lonely
because life just couldn't be fair
or because no one saw her diamonds
doesn't have to leave but so ready to
a meaningful life suddenly ends
no more diamonds to cry
not a mother, father, brother, sister of friends
lost in the hands of fate
for this young child's prayers were to late

Time so slow
Time so fast
Time goes free
Time wont last

Time wont stop
So why do you?
Eyes so sad
Tears so blue