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i see the the things that people fear to view i hear the things that would make people puke i say the things that noone would dare speak i see the truth i hear the truth i speak the truth for in truth lays the answer that noone one likes you all are shrouded with the naive realities the media gives and you take it as if there is no other choice from this selection

    Confesions Of Razor Blade Romance
          Chapter 13
        the end of the end

This has "Its Over" written all over it but i dont want it to be as i realize it the razor has already found its way to my life stream. i found my self a mirror to watch this show, in the front row, middle seat. i see an artistic image with the scarlet ties running down my now pale arms "this is going to take a while for them to clean up" i thought to myself. you know im kinda proud. i start spinning and i spin and spin and spin in circles "this is truelly my end" its so sad how when you find yourself at the end you look back at the begining but thats the last thing i want is to start over again so i cut deeper and deeper then i see you the very first time we were together i find myself wishing that i never had those pills, wishing i only found that one moment, my end is you and thats how it will be cause when you die time stops and it remains in that final moment of your deepest thoughts.

          THE END

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if its ment to be set it free
if its ment to be itll find its way back


ive seen silence in its deepest entirety ive owned changed to pay the devil my dues ill regret my every decision but thats not today i skip the path of regret i skip the path of sorrow i like so many other do not envy this emocion there fore i like so few pass it as though there is nuthing there in the wake of my days that i will eventually feel this way the moment i anticipate the views of my angel the angel of death in which the form of a beautiful light with no form just attracting all like insects at night finding who i am is not what i want i dont need it what i need is for my intenions to arise and to be regretful and unhappy cause that is what ive come to know best the only shame i find in this is that i will never grow for anything ever again i dont feel alone anymore the voices in my head keep my best company cause they always know what is going on and can see the things i do as life and its whole cause ive seen silence in its entirety and it is beautiful


Love is in the air
Blinding me with smoke
You are the air I breathe
When I choke
Butterflies in the jar
So breathless
Get out of my rowboat
Captured my heart
Goodies in the basket
Stuttering the ways
I love you, honey
Insects, in your kiss
You are my sunshine
Get out of my rowboat
Get out



I find myself in a familiar spot once more raising the same question ive asked myself so many times before well that question is "Why has this world been so far corrupted where the pinacle hope for all good is found in meager portions too few spread amonst the world" well ummm when i figure it out ill let you know


Spiel mit mir
Play with me


cK FryLocK: YOU WERE RIGHT
cK FryLocK: YOU ARE JUST THE BEST \
and you all doubted me


wood paneled wagon carpool dragons killing me again


Biteing is only skin deep but licking is forever


*Who said you can die get the fuck up and keep fighting*












THE PAIN IT HURTS SO MUCH
DONT LET IT STOP
DONT LET IT TAKE ME OVER
IM SCARED
IM ALONE
BUT ARNT WE ALL IN THE END?................................



IS THIS THE END
SHOULD I BE SCARED
WHY DOES IT HURT
WHY DOES IT NOT GO
WHY CANT IT STAY
IS IT SUPPOSE TO BE LIKE THIS
THE BLEEDING
IT SOAKS ME
MAKE IT STOP
THE PAIN IT HURTS SO MUCH


Passion is a given but love and trust is earned if you have niether you are truely alone.



Where is this paradise?
This heaven you call my life!
Don't test my patience
Just to give it one more chance...
To believe that destiny could change...
To believe that I can tame this rage
I'm lost inside this world...
I'm lost inside myself...


No more...resistance. No more...truthful essence
No more...substance. No more...meaningful lessons


Don't try to justify the life you crucified
All the lies are written in the skies
I'm immortal but ready to die!


Watch the angels fall, they drop tears of blood
I think my life is fading away. Yes...I'm swept away


Serenity in fire


My heart one with the dark, my soul trapped and gridlocked


Serenity in fire


Spread your wings...as I strike them down!
I'll strike them down!!


I'm lost inside this world...I'm lost inside myself
No one can change this world. You made hell


No more...resistance
No more...truthful essence
No more...substance
No more...meaningful lessons


Don't try to justify the life you crucified
All the lies are written in the skies
I'm immortal but ready to die!


I'll strike you down!



I'm not awake
But I'm not dead
The drugs are late
Lost my money again


They never gave you anything
You'd think you get the fucking point
I'll laugh until I'm fucking killed
I see the point but I can't find a way
To get through this fucking mental hell!!!


I'm not alright, but I'm OK



All hail the pessimist
All hail the anarchist
All hail the rest that never gave
A motherfuckin' shit


It's killing season
Time to celebrate
What better way than to
Rid the world of all the walking waste


Wanna see it
I'll show you something
A middle finger
With a barrel and it's fucking cocked


I got a new way
So you can fuck yourself
Kill the motherfucker - all that I think about, yeah!


I'm not alright, but I'm OK



Sometimes
You gotta voice your revenge
Or you're better off dead
You'll lose your fucking mind
Sometimes
You gotta look at yourself
See the world inside out
And scream out loud


That motherfucker
Kill that motherfucker
Kill that motherfucker
And that's all that I think about


That motherfucker
Kill that motherfucker
Kill that motherfucker
Cause we all need to scream out loud


I'm not alright, but I'm OK



I found the easy way to die
Just educate myself and pretend
All I've learned's untrue
And yeah, I know that
All I'll lose is you


Have you ever loved something
That never seemed to
Have a face at all
It just screams out loud.....yeah!


It always cures the pain that would never leave
Then causes even more
It just screams out loud
But never goes away!


That motherfucker
Kill that motherfucker
Kill that motherfucker
And that's all that I think about


That motherfucker
Kill that motherfucker
Kill that motherfucker