his subtle chest, his manly jaw, everything about him leaves me raw

"whisper my name in to my ear
tell me you will always be here
losing you is my worst fear"- from my love...RJ...see!! i told you there was more to you than "kick the bag, kick the bag, sex, smoke, kick the bag" :D i love you babe... and that was really fucking sweet




PIERCINGS(so you dont ask)
septum(14g)
bridge(14g)
right nostril(14g)
snake bites(14g)
tongue(10g)
eyebrow(14g)
nipples(14g)
ears-9 times(bottom holes-10g,second left14g, secong right4g, third left00g, third and fourth right 14g, fourth and fifth left 14g)
NOW DONT ASK WHAT I HAVE PIERCED.

here:http://kevan.org/brain.cgi?deadinmyskin

Artist - Junkie XL
Album - Various Songs
Lyrics - Action Radius


I used to crystal up my dreams as a teen in my bedroom scene,
playin' the poser,
(...)
fanatic like L.A. locusts (?),
my quest,
tempestious,
euphonimous,
plannin' bombing scipts,
turnin' the chips,
flex statuesque,
make record sales spread around like acne,
takin' over like the hover
uncanny abilities rocking you whigpiece,
days of playing air guitar,
now your staring so far,
at crowds,
open and scoping to a superstar.

chorus:
BUILT ME UP TO DESTROY AGAIN,
YOU HEALED ME ONCE FROM THE VOID AGAIN,
BEYOND LIMITS IS MY ACTION RADIUS
NEED YOUR LOVE TO FEEL THE POISE AND STAND

BUILT ME UP TO DESTROY AGAIN,
YOU HEALED ME ONCE FROM THE VOID AGAIN,
BEYOND LIMITS IS MY ACTION RADIUS
NEED YOUR LOVE TO FEEL THE POISE AND STAND

Between scylia and charybdis,
boredom versus debris,
daily routines make moods vary like parkingmeters,
feeling hollow like empty bottles,
in pieces like jigsaw puzzles,
lack of purpose,
like winos in disillusionment guzzle,
when problems operate like vortex on brain cortex,
music could be more sex than porno flicks with chicks can pack,
discontinuity,
audience see is attraction like a magnet to mic and amp it,
constantly...

BUILT ME UP TO DESTROY AGAIN,
YOU HEALED ME ONCE FROM THE VOID AGAIN,
BEYOND LIMITS IS MY ACTION RADIUS
NEED YOUR LOVE TO FEEL THE POISE AND STAND

BUILT ME UP TO DESTROY AGAIN,
YOU HEALED ME ONCE FROM THE VOID AGAIN,
BEYOND LIMITS IS MY ACTION RADIUS
NEED YOUR LOVE TO FEEL THE POISE AND STAND

...HEY HELLO......HEY HELLO......HEY HELLO......HEY HELLO......HEY HELLO......HEY HELLO......HEY HELLO......HEY HELLO...


Last city with the baddest ditties got the crowds giddy,
this kitty got with me,
swivvy and drippy,
at the after party,
in any land i'm getting more grace than presley,
from legions bigger than hooligans from chelsea,
my voice is considered golden like my dame shirley bassey,
my doses attack like tuberculosis from here to tallahssee,
adrenaline got me spinning in bed reminiscin' at the marriot,
never end the night period.

BUILT ME UP TO DESTROY AGAIN,
YOU HEALED ME ONCE FROM THE VOID AGAIN,
BEYOND LIMITS IS MY ACTION RADIUS
NEED YOUR LOVE TO FEEL THE POISE AND STAND

BUILT ME UP TO DESTROY AGAIN,
YOU HEALED ME ONCE FROM THE VOID AGAIN,
BEYOND LIMITS IS MY ACTION RADIUS
NEED YOUR LOVE TO FEEL THE POISE AND STAND

...HEY HELLO......HEY HELLO......HEY HELLO......HEY HELLO......HEY HELLO......HEY HELLO......HEY HELLO......HEY HELLO...


so yes i love shit talkers.. they amuse me GREATLY... so if you feel like talking shit to me.. please do.. i will love every minute of it. and you little kids who think you can do it oh so well.. come on.. ill will gladly hand your ass to you... AND LEARN HOW TO FUCKING SPELL.

and guys... no offense but i am almost 100% sure that i am NOT interested in you.., so dont waste your time... k? k.... if i liked you... you would know. so do me a favor and fuck off.


hrrmmmm i love music!!!
i.e.
A PERFECT CIRCLE 
ALICE COOPER
ALEX ZENOPHONE
AMERCIAN HEAD CHARGE
ANTHRAX
APHEX TWIN
AUDIO RECORDING CLUB
AUTECHRE
BANCO DE GAIA
BEASTIE BOYS
BILE
BIOHAZARD
BLINDSIDE
BREAKING BENJAMIN
BROKE BOX
BURN THE PRIESTS
BUSH
CASCADA
CHEVELLE
CLINT MANSELL
THE CARS
THE CLAY PEOPLE
COAL CHAMBER
COLD
COLTON GRUNDY(BLAZE YA EAD HOMIE)
CRISIS
CROSSBREED
THE CRYSTAL METHOD
CURSE THE FORM
DAVID BOWIE
DAVID HOLMES
THE DEAD MILKMEN
DEADSY
DEADSTAR ASSEMBLY
DEFTONES
DEINE LAKAIN
DEPECHE MODE
DEVIL DRIVER
DOCTURA
DRESDEN DOLLS
ELITE STRANGER
EMILY'S GONE MAD
THE EXPLOITED
FALL OUT BOY
FALLING FOR ALBA
FEAR FACTORY
THE FORGETFUL REAGANS
GARBAGE
GARY JULES
GENITORTURERS
GOD HEAD
GUS GUS
HED PE
HOGLEG
HOT HOT HEAT
INSANE CLOWN POSSE
INCUBUS
INFECTED MUSHROOM
JACK OFF JILL
KIDNEY THIEVES
KILLERS
KORN(OLD)
THE LEFT RIGHTS?(msi's jimmy urine and steve righ?)
LOLLIPOP LUST KILL
LOUIS XVI
LUXT
MACHINE HEAD
MARILYN MANSON
MASSIVE ATTACK
MEEK
MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE
MUDVAYNE
MURDERDOLLS
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
NEEDULHEAD
NILE
NINE INCH NAILS
NOCTURNE
OPHELIA RISING
ORGY
ORBITAL
PANTERA
PEARL JAM
PLASTIC TOYS
POWERMAN 5000
PRODIGY
PROJECT PITCHFORK
PSILONAUT
RACES TO APRIL
RAMMSTEIN
RAZED IN BLACK
RAZORBLADE SMILE
ROB ZOMBIE
RONNIE SIZE
SCSI-9
SEETHER
SHOCKWERKS
SKINLAB
SNOT
SOCIETY ONE
SPACETIME CONTINUUM
SPINESHANK
SOMATAFORM
SOULFY
STAIND(DYSFUNCTION)
SUICIDE COMMANDO
SWITCHED
TAPROOT
THEATRE OF TRAGEDY
TUBRING
THE TURNOUT
URIEL
VELVET ACID CHRIST
VIDEODRONE
VNV NATION
:WUMSPCUT:
ZAO
ZEROMANCER








AWWWW my love RJ.... i love you too babe.
my newest tat-its a demon cupid- PAUL BOOTH 2-27-06
MY RJ, my love, my lust...my everything

FIRST OFF... SHIT I FUCKING HATE:
1. PeOpLe WhO TyPe LyKe DiS(i really fucking hate you....)
2. People who ask to cyber (could you be more pathetic)
3. Wierd turkish guys who hit on me...
4. Little boys who hit on me..(ok if your younger than 18 dont bother... come to think of it, dont bother if your 18.. IM NOT INTERESTED IN YOU.. I CAN GUARANTEE IT...and i can and WILL beat the living shit out of you if i ever see you.)
5. People who are extremely over emotional...
6. When i get stupid messages like "did your piercings hurt??" to answer you all now... only 2 hurt, and that was both nipples.. everything else was virtually painless
*note* this is according to my own personal threshold of pain NOT YOURS. so DO NOT take my word for it. although it didnt hurt to me, it might hurt to you.
7. guys who hurt girls(physically and emotionally)
8. girls who hurt guys(physically and emotionally)
9. having to tell all you guys that im not interested in you (it gets really fucking old)
10. having to say all of this in the first place, it should all be a given.
11. do NOT send me a message asking for more pics... if i wanted you to see more, i would send them to you... dont you think?
12. if you send me a message and i dont reply within 2 days, its because im not going to and am just trying to be nice about it, rather than rip you a new ass.
13.stupid fucking cunts...9not only on here.. but everywhere else as well) who are fucking starving for attention. little girls,dont fuck with me... i will bring your ass down...
14. I AM A BITCH, I HAVE RECOGNIZED IT, AND SO HAVE OTHERS... i dont need YOU to tell me that i am. if im bitchy to you, its for good reason, or im just bored and you got chosen to be my entertainment. feel special.




you can look at my myspace profile.... heres the link
http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=8655920&Mytoken=20050416044441
but yep, oh i also have a vampirefreaks one....
http://vampirefreaks.com/profile.php?user=genitorturer