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I LOVE MUSIC!! I love all kinds of it!! My favorite bands are Atomship, My chemical Romance, Taking back sunday, something corporate, hawthorne heights, story of the year, system of a down, slipknot, etc.... I am short, I have dirty blonde hair, brown eyes, and I'm considered sk8er at my school.
Here are some poems I wrote:
I don't want to remember,
The love that we had,
I don't want to surrender,
Because I feel so sad.
My heart aches with pain,
As I sit by my door,
I listen to the rain,
Fall to the floor.
As my thoughts race,
I don't know what to do,
I feel a tear fall down my face,
because I'm still in love with you.
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In this silent room I hear,
The echoes of the screams I fear,
It hursts when I just think of you,
Because I know you loved me too.
My hearts aches every time I pray,
to see your face through all the gray,
My mind has thoughts I can't erase,
Of you my love and that's all it takes.
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Here I write my thoughts out loud,
I wish I could stand tall and proud,
I miss you dear that is no lie,
Sometimes I wish that I could die.
My mind is like a big black hole,
My heart doesn't feel completely whole,
I lay in bed and wonder each night,
What things'd be like if I'd done things right.
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On this night,
I'm on my knees,
I pray that I might,
Open my wings.
As I cry,
I know your here,
I feel so safe,
when your near.
My stomach will flutter,
my heart will race,
I ask you one favor,
To stay in place.
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Open eyes,
Pleading cries,
slit wrists,
words with twists.
I want to try,
not to cry,
I miss ya'll tons,
Our lost loved ones.
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Stop this pain,
Stop this rain,
Break my heart,
and take a part.
My eyes are shut,
I must stay put,
You tell me not to,
but I still love you.
I don't know why,
you had to cry,
I didn't mean to,
Say I love you.
Here's my mistake,
this you can take,
and tear apart,
my broken heart.
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Take my heart,
and tear it apart,
you made me cry,
because you don't want to try.
Why kill me now,
ask yourself how,
you watch me cut my wrists,
I draw the lines with twists.
Your crying now,
asking yourself how,
You look at my broken heart,
and deny tearing it apart.
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This one's my latest one, it's dedicated to Corey Lee Angermeier 11/9/89-9/3/05
As I burst into tears,
I build up with fears,
Corey I miss you,
Your lifes' end wasn't due.
Did you have any dreams?
in those eyes that would gleam,
why'd you have to go?
and leave us all below.
Our love for you will never end,
In fact it's almost like a trend,
Your always in our thoughts,
Corey we miss you lots!