[Stephykins]

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My Flaw

Ashamed I stare hopelessly at myself,
Reflecting back my tears,
As all the years passed slowly by,
Came true one of my fears,
You left me in the dark,
Completely closed from all,
Mostly because I had one tiny flaw,
The razor sits beside me,
Blood down my wrists,
No ones here to stop you now,
And God can tell you this,
I loved you so much,
but I couldn't help myself,
Love causes me pain,
Making cuts, gashes, and welts,
I don't know what to do,
Or really what to say,
So im going to let myself go loose,
And let the razor take it all away.
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Not Like You

My mind is hidden,
Words I cannot speak,
Twisted soul hidden beneath,
False secrets, frequent lies,
Harsh beathing, silent cries,
Deep inside my soul weeps,
To be normal like you, & unlike me.
Im not a freak,
Dont run away!
I didn't choose to be this way,
Belimic, anerixic, a razor slut,
Vomiting, weight, cutting to much,
Deep inside my soul weeps,
Im not normal like you, & i'm still me.
Pleasure, pain, it's all the same,
Beaten & raped, it's just a game,
Alone I cry, no one sees,
I know you don't care,
Nobodys here to save me,
Deep inside my soul weeps,
I can't be normal like you, & I have to be me.
The end is coming,
I can't escape,
I'm sick of being diffrent,
Your all the same,
Sucide another rate,
The statistic chart is going to break,
Deep inside my soul weeps,
I'm never going to be like you, & i'm just going to be me.
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Please Don't

Please don't push me aside as tears fill my face,
Please don't ignore me when its only sorrow or anger I may embrace,
Please don't laugh as I tell my secrets to you,
Please don't hurt me when I want to only love you,
Please don't strike another blow my body's getting weak,
Please don't hate my silent crys or nightly weeps,
Please don't forget all I wanted to do (now its to late),
Please remember all I wanted was you (you were my only escape).
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Unleased

In my head im going iNsAnE,
My body will PeRiSh but my soul will remain,
I'm bEgGiNg to be diffrent,
but i'm remaining the same,
I swollow the PaIn and close my eyes,
sEw my mouth shut to tell nO lies,
Each time my heart BeAtS death gets closer to me,
I sElF iNfLiCt the scars you see,
BiTe my toungue,
Let me be,
Grip my hands tIgHtLy together,
BrAcE my body,
Nothings getting better,
tEnSe my muscles,
The angers UnLeAsHeD,
Fight for your lIfE,
Or DiE with me.
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