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Your.Name.

Your.name.on.my.arm.
Your.love.missing.from.my.heart.
Your.name.on.my.arm.
And.still.I.knew.it.from.the.start.
My.blood.on.your.hands.
Your.name.stained.in.red.
There're.no.sweet.garlands.
For.this.my.death.bed.
Shivering.with.cold.
Alone.in.the.dark.
I'd.never.be.so.bold.
But.to.leave.my.own.mark.
With.your.name.on.my.arm.
A.constant.reminder.
Of.how.you.did.me.harm.
Though.you.can't.remember.
It.was.in.your.mind.
In.your.body.and.soul.
Not.to.have.me.I.find.
So.I'll.pay.my.love's.toll.
By.putting.your.name.on.my.arm.
The.pain.of.each.cut's.one.more.charm
On.the.good-luck.bracelet.that's.my.wrist
Or.even.my.sorrows.on.my.fist.
Of.the.pain.every.time.I.see.you.
Or.the.false.joy.that.it.could.come.true.
This.is.the.only.way.to.have.you.
And.it's.the.only.way.I.ever.knew.
You.don't.need.to.feel.alarm.
It's.just.your.name.on.my.arm.

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Life's.Proffesion.

Shall.I.evermore.sit.in.such.ponderings.
As.thus.lays.in.my.heart's.wanderings.
To.die.in.feelings.so.press.
And.escape.without.myself.this.mess.
Under.clouds.soaring.over.mountain.high.
That.low.is.my.body.for.there.I.lie.
Who's.counsel.should.I.accept.by.prospect.
Can.guide.that.be.found.to.such.effect.
If.I.search.I'll.die.from.nutrition.lost.for.out.safety's.reach
Too.if.I.stay.still.my.mind.due.to.whither.does.apathy.teach.
So.violent.the.undertaker.but.that.he.walks.slow.
For.this.end.is.drear.and.long.punishing.just.to.go.
A.suicide.of.a.long.forgotten.soul.
The.death.of.a.martyr.as.the.loss.is.the.goal.
An.for.a.case.with.no.hearing.to.acquit.
Alas.it.is.the.tightening.of.a.death.cradle.corset.

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Advice.of.a.Concious.

This.is.a.state.of.self-illusion.
So.please.pardon.my.short.intrusion.
I'm.here.to.talk.to.you.of.your.lives.
And.everything.which.perfection.strives.
Of.your.lost.love.and.romance.that's.dead.
Now.listen.to.this.voice.in.your.head.
You.have.two.choices;death.or.purpose.
Either.path.can.be.disastrous.
Take.the.blue.pill.and.stay.in.your.hole.
Too.you.could.always.question.the.whole.
I'll.leave.you.here.to.think.on.your.plight.
I.wonder.if your.soul.will.take.flight.
And.soar.out.into.the.heaven's.pure.
Then.crash.and.burn.your.vision.obscure.
Good-luck.with.this.confusing.nexus.
Now.we.shall.see.what.happens.to.us.

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Bliss.Never.Came.

Wake.me.from.this.nightmare.
Stop.me.from.my.screaming.
I'd.live.without.a.care.
Wake.me.from.my.nightmare.
Tell.me.it's.not.real.
Stop.gossip.from.ringing.
Just.give.me.a.new.deal.
Tell.me.it's.not.real.
Please.don't.leave.me.alone.
I.can't.take.this.feeling.
Stay.with.me.on.the.phone.
Please.don't.leave.me.alone.
I.can.feel.myself.break.
The.pieces.keep.falling.
Do.something.for.my.sake.
I.can.feel.myself.break.
Wake.me.from.this.nightmare.
Before.I.rip.and.tear.
Tell.me.it's.not.real.
No.demons.at.my.heel.
Please.don't.leave.me.alone.
Don't.act.like.you.had.known.
I.can feel.myself.break.
I.couldn't.stay.awake.

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