diary diary diary

what to put in my diary

well...

I pierced myself a few days ago
it's on my hand

I forgot to turn my fundraiser thing for band in on time so the candle stuff probably isn't going to be at the school when I go to 'pick it up'

people see the cuts and holes in my arm and now everyone is afraid and worried that I'm going to kill myself >.>

anyone who thinks that is quite possibly retarded

I think I might be on some people's bad side, I'm not completely sure, it just seems like people are mad at me

I've actually lost some weight since last year, I'm under 200 so yay. I still have 30 to lose before I'll stop complaining though. I don't care if I don't "look" like 200 because I still feel like 200 and it feels really shity.