Thoughts of the Unwanted Page 2
She walked into her room bare and grabbed at some under clothing, slipping them on slowly. She looked around, feeling the violent breeze from winter trying to whip into her room. The season had only just begun. She didn't mind that the weather was going to be harsh once more like it had been in the years past. She was used to the weather having not moved from this small town in her entire life.
No one called her by her name anymore, not even the teachers. She was never the kid called on in class to answer a question and she was never the one that was asked to show the new kid around the school. She had felt truely unwanted ever since her father had told her that she wasn't special like her mother had told her so many times as a young child. Her mother had died as an escape to get away from such an ugly little girl who wasn't worth the trouble of being fed. He wasn't a very nice man, but she continued to live with him and her siblings because she knew that he was kind enough to feed her without demanding money in return. She made her way down the stairs, stepping into her shoes as soon as she got down to the bottom of the steps after getting dressed. She swung her backpack on her back and walked out the front door without saying a word to anyone.
She walked along the cracked and uneven pavement in a path to get to her school. She watched as the bus sped by her, not stopping to offer her a ride like they used to when she was a young child walking to school. She sighed and kept walking, very well aware that she was going to be late to her first class because her school was over a mile away and she'd left her house with thirty minutes before the first bell would ring. She was always late but they never marked her late. They just assumed that she would be there as she always showed up. She even showed up the day that her mother died and she never went to the funeral because her dad wouldn't let her. She never bothered with it because as soon as she heard that her mother was dead she couldn't feel pain any longer.
She shrugged off the memories and sighed once more, seeing the turn to her school nearly twelve blocks ahead. She groaned and kept walking anyhow, knowing that the distance wasn't going to get any shorter no matter how many times walked the distance. The wind whipped at her visciously and without forgivness as she became covered in goosebumps once more. She could hear the air whipping around her body violently. She closed her eyes, walking along the pavement without a worry of a car hitting her. She just calmly made her way through the streets and when she opened her eyes, she was at the turn to get to school. She turned on her heel and turned to the school. She saw the buses and cars that were dropping off the other students that were at her school.
Nothing struck her as interesting as someone in a big coat pushed past her in a hurry to get to his first class. She just let everyone who tried to push past her go along on their way without a word to them about how rude it was to shove into someone as they did. With a sigh, she pushed open one of the front doors to her school and made her way into the bustling hallways. No one looked at her or paid any attention to her. She opened her locker and put in her backpack, closing it and making her way to gym. There were girls moving in and out of the locker rooms as she just walked to her locker and changed, not caring who was looking or if anyone was at all. Walking out to see if the teacher was in the gym yet, someone bumped into her and she felt a slight prick against her side. She didn't let it bother her as she walked to her teacher. The whole class lined up and started to jog across the gym.The girl who had bumped into her smirked and ran ahead of her.

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